Wishcasting Wednesday - What do you wish to share?

Over at Jamie Ridler's Studio today is Wishcasting Wednesday. The prompt today is "What do you wish to share?" Hmmmm this one has me a little nervous, how much am I willing to share with all my Wednesday Wishcasters?

I can share that I am wondering what my purpose in this lifetime is, I feel like I am adrift most days, living in a state of anticipation, waiting for something to react to instead of just living my life. I wonder a lot about the past and what happened there that broke my trust and faith in the world. I wonder can I just be ok with the not knowing, can I just take those steps forward and start making the changes that will help me grow and find my place.

I can share a secret with you, sometimes I wonder if my husband really loves me or if he just stays with me because he does not think he can find someone else. It has nothing to do with him really it has to do with me not feeling like things are ok, a general lack of faith and trust in things and a lack of self-esteem in self.

I can share a bit about Trust and Faith, they don't come to me very easily, both were broken pretty early on for me. I am rebuilding them slowly, even participating in this exercise of wishcasting is a sign that my faith and trust is rebuilding, and I have all of you and Jamie to thank for that so THANK YOU!

I can share that one of my newly found dreams is to share with others this creative path I am on, I have found it has led me to different modes of healing, modes that get you out of your head and into the spirit. I would love some day to have a place where I can gather with like minded souls and we can all create together in a safe place where we can SHARE our stories.

I feel like just sharing some of these things with you has helped create some openings in me, some space where the heart can grow. The picture above is of me outside standing in my mint plants, I have a sense of peace outside in nature recently and I am going to try to make an effort to be outside more.


Namaste

Visual Free Association

Being a very visual person I tend to look at images and words will come to me. It reminds me of the free association game where someone says a word and then you say the first word that comes to you from that.

I thought it would be cool to post images here and then post 3 words that come to me immediately upon viewing the image. If you care to join me just add your words to the comments section below.

The first one is from Andrew Wyeth. Image from JSS Gallery.
Here Goes...


And my 3 words are:
Longing
Searching
Reaching

What are your words?

A Visit to Woodstock, NY

Hey All,

I hope everyone had a great weekend. I am lucky to live about one and a half hours away from Woodstock, NY. We decided this Saturday to take a ride over there.

I just love the town's vibe, there are artsy people, hippie people, homeless people, dog people, tourists and many other types of people both young and old.

The links below are to some of the stores we visited and what we purchased. I am like a kid in a candy shop in this town. I have to remember I don't have a money tree in my backyard (one of my Aunt's favorite sayings when I was growing up).

If you ever go you have to check out Joshua's Cafe for lunch or breakfast. I had the BEST chicken matzah ball soup and tabbouleh salad.

Sorry the pictures are from my cell phone so they might not be the clearest.

Stores:
Talisman Gallery
Here I bought the affirmation necklace, the circle says Faith and the heart says courage. I also bought a Reiki candle for courage (I am sensing a theme here!)


The Woodstock Style Company
Here I bough a vintage Grateful Dead T-shirt, some pins (the one says "Who says I have to be normal") love it, and the cute hat which I have to say is the first hat I have actually bought myself in years.



Mirabai Bookstore
A great all around bookstore who's motto is "Nourishment for mind and spirit"
I bought "Life's Companion: Journal Writing as a Spiritual Quest" and "Eating for Acid Reflux".

Candlestock
Here I bought some beeswax candles. The picture is of a multi-candle that they have been burning for years.


Well that was some of my adventures through this cool town, I have to go back and visit again since there was way too much to see. I think I could live in or near this town and be quite a happy camper.

Namaste

A Pause for Musical Entertainment

An oldie but a goodie! ( Click Below)

Stevie Nicks - Rhiannon - Live 197O's

she looks so young.

The Joy Diet -Week One - nothing

This is the first week of Jamie Ridler's Book blogging of Martha Beck's "The Joy Diet"

So, my fellow dieters, how did you make out fitting 15 minutes of nothing into your days?

I know alot of people might say they are too busy to fit 15 minutes of nothing into their days, but I can't use that reason. I AM NOT too busy, I work a part time job which gets me home between 2 and 3 most days I have no children and my husband does not get home until after 4pm. So...unless I have an errand to run I really do have the TIME to fit in 15 minutes of nothing a day.

So how did it go you ask, not so good I reply. I have learned that from the minute I get home until I go to sleep I am constantly distracting myself with either the TV, or reading during the times of nothingness. I have come to the conclusion that I just don't want to be alone with my own thoughts and I unconsciously distract myself all the time. I can't just sit and meditate, I always had a problem with that. The only time I can get close to a meditative state is when I am creating, but that is not really doing nothing, is it?

I thought this is not going well and I will have nothing to share with the group about doing nothing. Then at the end of the week I noticed something, I noticed that I am quite ok doing nothing when I am OUTSIDE, even if it is just sitting on my front porch amidst the sounds of birds and cars. During this time I am really not thinking about anything.. YIPPPEEE, finally I found my nothing spot. I find I am at peace in nature be it on my front porch, a park, by the ocean and so on.

Ah, but the catch is this, I avoid doing this for some reason which has yet to be discovered. Maybe I will discover the reason while on this journey with you.

I hope your first week was full of good nothingness.
The picture above represents my vision card for nothingness, just sitting outside enjoying nature.

My moment of joy this week: Playing catch with my puppy Bella, she really loves it and I swear she smiles the whole time!!!

Until next week fellow dieters.
Namaste,
Karen

Raw Food Recipes That Took Me By Surprise

I am currently working with a holistic nutrionist Maureen Huntley to clean up my diet and learn about different foods and ways of eating that can be helpful to my Asthma and Gerd.

Well you can imagine my shock when she said are you ready to try some "Raw Food"?
It was like she was speaking a foreign language talking about eating "living" raw fruits and veggies. Other than crudites and salad I am a big fan of cooking my vegetables and adding them to my plate alongside my grains and protein of choice for the day.
She assured me you can get all you need from the fruits and vegetables kept in their natural uncooked form.

So Maureen came over for a "raw food cooking" lesson and I asked can we really call it a cooking session if we are not actually cooking anything?
I am quite surprised to say I actually like quite of few of the things we made and I will share the recipes for them below. I also have a juicer and she gave me a easy recipe of 1 apple, 2 stalks of celery and a handful of parsley and "BAM" there are 2 of your daily servings of fruits/vegetables. The juice was very tasty, sweet and a little salty.

The biggest challenge for me is getting in all those daily recommended fruits/vegetables so this will help me to that and to keep most of the nutrients by not cooking everything.

But... am I ready to kick my stove to the curb.. nope not ready for that yet but I think I can incorporate this into my regular diet.

One more tip I got was about bananas, the darker they are the more sugar they have in them, it is best to eat them when they are just starting to go from green to yellow.
You can peel them and freeze them and then when you want a frozen creamy treat you can put the bananas and other frozen fruits in the food processor and blend.

Recipes:
Angel Hair Pasta and Sauce (pictured above) from Living on Live Food: Alissa Cohen

you can use a Saladacco to make the most pasta like shape for the zucchini or any slicer you have than can make ribbons.

Pasta: 3-4 Zucchini
Marinara Sauce:
2 1/2 Cups tomatoes (roma)
12 Sundried tomatoes, soaked
3 dates, pitted and soaked
1/4 Cup Olive Oil (extra virgin)
4 cloves garlic (I used 2 and that was plenty for me)
2 Tablespoons basil
1 teaspoon sea salt
1/8 teaspoon cayenne

1. Spiralize the zucchini (or ribbon slice) and put in a large bowl.
2. Place all Marinara ingredients into a food processor and blend until smooth.
3. Pour sauce over zucchini and serve!

Stuffed Collard Greens: Quick and tasty snack

Guacamole for stuffing:
2 Avocados
1 roma tomato
Salt and Pepper to taste
blend in processor until smooth. (you can add anything you want to this)

1. Take freshly washed Collard Green leaf and spoon guacamole on and roll up.
2. Slice the rolled up leaf like sushi and dip in soy or tamari sauce.

I have to say I really liked this and the longer they sat the more tender the Collard Greens became, a little sweet even.

** You can also use this stuffing to stuff a portobella mushroom cap.

I will share more recipes as I experiment. If you have tried any raw food recipes or juices I would love to hear about them.

Have a Great Day.
Namaste,
Karen

Wednesday Wishcasting:What luxury do you wish for?

Photo:Darhomes
Over at Jamie Ridler's Studio today is Wishcast Wednesday. I have to first say thanks to Jamie and all my fellow wishcasters, it has been wonderful to participate in this group and I am grateful for all your encouraging words and support for my wishes.

Today Jamie askes what Luxury do you wish for? Wow that is a tough one.

Here are some luxuries I wish for:

The luxury of acting without fear and anxiety. It can be exhausting when fear and anxiety rule over every decision you make, really exhausting.

The luxury of security in my relationships. I am always working to make the others in my life happy so they won't leave me. For once I would just like to feel secure in my relationships, to feel that the people in my life love me just as I am, warts and all!

The luxury to love my body no matter what shape it is in, now this is a biggie since I have spend the better part of my life really disliking my body. I am coming to see it as mine and I want to love it and take care of it. I don't want to take it for granted anymore or feel like I have to hide it away.

The luxury to create art in a nuturing space where I can grow as an artist and maybe someday grow that space to nuture others who yearn for a space to create in, to teach them as I teach myself.

And lastly on a material note I would love to have a luxurious kitchen one filled with love and laughter where I can cook and gather with my friends and family.

Namaste to you all.

Autumn Equinox/Mabon Thoughts and Links

Sept 22, 2009; 5:18 P.M. EDT begins the Autumn Equinox, day is equal to night and there is balance produced between both.

Mabon is the 2nd harvest festival sandwiched between Lammas and Samhain. Some refer to it as a Thanksgiving like harvest holiday.

I always start to feel the pull to go inward at this time of year, which is funny when you think about it since it is the beginning of school for all school goers.
I still at 43 get that urge to start things like gearing up for school which clashes with that going inward vibe.

So this year I have decided to listen to the natural world and slow down and enjoy the harvest that is here and start the turn inward for some introspection and much needed rest and rejuvenation after the spring/summer season.

Maybe if I heed this natural way of things I would be less prone to sickness this time of year from all the rushing around. It will be hard to resist the mad rush of the season that is coming up with all the outside influence of the commercial holidays. I think the local CVS will probably start putting out their Christmas decorations any day now, they seem to put it out earlier and earlier each year.

So that is my intention for this season, to slow down some, to enjoy the harvest and prepare for the fall/winter season.

This is also a good time for rituals or prayers for protection and security.

The links below are some thoughts on Mabon from Mrs'B Blog and Dreamwriters blog, they both have some great ideas to enjoy this time of year. The third link has a ton of information on the Autumn Equinox and Mabon for your viewing pleasure.

Enjoy the season of golden colors, crisp apples, root grounding vegetables and letting your energy go from harvesting to resting.

Namaste,

Mrs. B Confessions of a Pagan Soccer Mom
Dreamwriter
Magical Winds

Fame- The Movie 2009 vs. 1980 version

I am looking forward to seeing the movie "Fame" the 2009 version. I am a sucker for all movies with singing and dancing. I think I must have been a dancer in another life. I am amazed and awed at the way people can move their bodies. Dancing is like art to me when I see it; it moves me as does music.

I was looking through youtube for the movie trailer and I got caught up watching clips from the original 1980 version which I loved and watched many times when it first came out, I was just entering freshman year of high school that year.

I had forgotten how gritty and real the original was, I wonder how the new version will compare. Irene Cara rocked the house in 1980. See for yourself the difference in the two, below I linked the 2009 trailer and the 1980 trailer. If you search for Fame 1980 on youtube there are many great clips from the original movie.

Fame 2009
Fame 1980

The Secret - how do you feel about it?

I am not so sure how I feel about "The Secret", I feel like it may have taken the Law of Attraction to a very materialistic consumer driven place.

The Law of Attraction is a very old concept, "The Secret" did not uncover this.
Some of my problems are with the black or white take on you being the cause of suffering/negativity in your life, now I do believe we can absolutely be the cause of some of our suffering but I don't believe we are the cause of it all. I think some suffering can also be societal and in some cases familial.

I just can't buy into a concept that can say an abused person attracted abuse to themselves, especially in the case of a child or victim of a violent crime, to me that is just evil doings by the person doing the abusing, in no way is it the victims fault, that again is just my belief.

I would love to hear thoughts on the Law of Attraction vs. "The Secret" because I believe "The Secret" is just touching on the subject. I am interested in the law of attraction as a whole and I would like to bring more of the positive into my life. I think the good thing that can be said for "The Secret" is that it introduces people to the Laws of Attraction, but where to go from there?

The link below is a buddhist opionion on "The Secret" and I found it very interesting. Especially in the conclusion, when he states that the pursuit of having it all can actually take you out of living in the now or distract you from living in the now.

Thoughts anyone?

http://globalchemy.gaia.com/blog/2007/6/a_buddhist_look_at_the_secret_pt_1-the_life_story_of_the_buddha

The Next Chapter: The Joy Diet - Beginnings

Over at Jamie Ridler's Studio today is the beginning of Next Chapter book blogging club. This time the book is "The Joy Diet" by Martha Beck. Here is the link to "The Joy Diet" Book Blogging on Jamie's site.
I am very happy to have found Jamie Ridler and this community of wise women/men. I have especially enjoyed the Wednesday Wishcasting and the Full Moon Dreamboards, it has helped me focus my creativity in new ways. So thanks to you all for your encouragement and support.

I am practing being positive as I can get bogged down by the negative so I wrote a quick poem about "The Joy Diet" with some positve affirmations based on the chapters in the the book. It is posted below.

So I wish us all much happiness as we embark on this joy diet together.

Namaste,
Karen (deldino)
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Poem for the Joy Diet

Nothing I will do with my mind for 15 minutes a day,
Truth I will search for in my thoughts and words I say,
Desire I will look into my heart and reach for what I want,
Creativity I will let flow freely from its font,
Risk I will overcome fear and take that first step,
Treats I will give myself for every time I say YEP,
Play I will remember as I find my true North Star,
Laughter I will release to be heard both near and far,
Connections I will treasure as we travel this path to joy,
Feasting I will savor as well as anticipate and ENJOY
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A Pause for Musical Entertainment

I LOVE this song, just gets my toes tapping and my fingers snapping.
Makes we want to dance in the streets.


Enjoy your Friday! Click Below for Song

Smooth

Self-Sabotaging at it's finest.

So here is how it all starts... I wake up feeling cranky about my ups and downs with my diet. You know how it goes, lose 5 pounds gain back 3 lost 5 more gain back 2 and so on and so forth. So today I wake up with my mind set that today once again starts the first day of my healthy eating plan.

Cut to my drive to work as I start daydreaming about taylor ham, cheese and egg sandwiches, so much I can taste it in my mouth!!!! UGGGHHHH!!!! No I say it is OATMEAL you really crave and love, you know it is!

And do you what the kicker is... I don't even eat taylor ham, egg and cheese that often to begin with, it is probably the most fattening thing my self-sabotaging gremlin could come up with from my memory banks.

I am contstantly amazed at how quick my self-sabotaging gremlins come to life.
It is a constant battle with myself.
If any of you have any tips or tricks I would appreciate them.

So wish me luck. For now It is me 1 and gremlin 0 as I sit here enjoying my oatmeal with honey.

Have a great day.


Images: google search

Great Giveaway at Mrs B's Confessions of a Pagan Soccer Mom

Jump on over to Mrs B's Confessions of a Pagan Soccer Mom for a great giveaway.

Giveaway - the Book: "The Last Wild Witch" by Starhawk and based on Mrs B's review it sounds like a keeper.

Good Luck!

Wednesday Wishcasting:How do you wish to stretch

Photo: aimforawesome

Today at Jamie Ridler's Studio the wish prompt is How do you wish to stretch?

The very first thought that popped into my head was very literal. I wish to stretch my body with arms above my head, fingers stretching towards the sky. I tend to close in on myself, and my body is very tight and scrunchy so I would like to open my body and let it breathe, just breathe.....

Then my second thought is I would like to stretch outside my comfort zone, take some steps outside the box, color outside of the lines, do you know what I mean? Stop being the good girl, doing everything just so. Stretch my creative chops and see where it takes me.

Have a wonderful day.

What does this photo say to you, what does it make you feel?

I am a very visual person and to me a photo can tell many stories to different people. So I will post photo's once a week and ask you what it says to you and I will share what it says to me. I won't give the title of the picture so as to not influence what the picture says to you.

This weeks photo is from:

Photographer: Steve McCurry
Source: nationalgeographic.com


To me this picture shows strength and perserverance mixed with some fear and her eyes are just stunning, such a piercing quality.

Namaste

Unconsious Mutterings

I love the idea of free association word games. I found this one while reading other's blogs. Join in at: Unconsious Mutterings

Unconscious Mutterings: #3

Free word association game. 10 words, write the first thing that pops into your head. Here are my responses


1.Omelet :: Spinach and Feta
2.Classic :: Cola
3.Thrifty :: Penny
4.Search :: team
5.Fan :: heat
6.Fussy :: eater
7.I am not :: thin
8.Indulge :: dark chocolate
9.Poor :: taste
10.Manicure :: once

Trying to purge the blues away....

Photo: sammiebolas
I have a hard time remembering the moments of joy in my life, they seem so far and few between.. I sometimes wonder if I am just not capable of letting joy and love in.
Have I built a wall of protection so high that they can't scale it. I find myself very agitated and cranky alot of the time. I guess it has not helped that this summer I seem to have one health issue after another, first my stomach, then a month long cold, then I fell twice and hurt my ankle and knee, have you ever had one of those years?!

I find myself dissatisfied with where I am in life, but I am also trying to learn to be ok with the now and work on moving forward but it is hard. I know there is a lot I am grateful for but when I am feeling this way it is hard to retain that gratitude.

I know there are people in situations far worse than mine, but even that sometimes is not a comfort to me.. I am not in their situation and they are not in mine. Though I believe we all share our stories and journeys and we are all connected in some ways that our stories intertwine and we are never truly alone. But I do feel alone so I contradict myself.

I have no problem supporting others on their journeys and being a witness to their struggles and offering love prayer and support to them, so why can't I do the same for myself, I guess that is the big question.

I don't feel worthy of the prayers and the love and I have a hard time letting it in, I can't even receive compliments without feeling uncomfortable with them.
I don't think I was born this way, so somewhere I have gotten off track and I think part of my work is to find my way back on track and start living fully again.

I know the things that have worked and will help such as creating in all forms and eating healthy foods and taking care of my body but I don't always make those choices, I sometimes wonder do I have something invested in staying this way, because why else would I not be making the right choices.

This may sound weird but sometimes I wonder if I have been cursed or like I am carrying generations of hurt and depression. It sounds weird to me as I write it but there it is.

I have to say it has been a help to me to write this blog in some ways even if no one reads it, I am finally releasing some things, even by writing them. I also feel there is a wonderful community out there and I really enjoy reading others blogs and hearing their stories.

I will continue to move forward even though I feel like I am constantly being pushed back. I will.. I will.. I will. I will be healthy and strong, I will be a creative, supportive person to myself and others. I will overcome my old habits and coping methods and replace them with healthier ways of coping. I deservetto be loved and to love and to let joy in my life again. I do, I do, I do..May it be so!

Thanks for listening and please forgive any spelling or grammar errors as I am trying to not self edit.

Flash Mobs-Creativity in Motion

photo: http://i.dailymail.co.uk

I saw this while watching a concert on the Oprah Show the other day and I looked it up and these flash mobs turn up in different place over the world and do a stunt like dancing or freeze framing, it is actually very cool. I posted a couple below for your viewing pleasure. I can't believe they taught the dance to 21000 people, very creative.

Oprah/Black Eyed Peas Flashmob

Belgium Flash Mob (starts rocking around 2 minute mark)

London Flash Mob

A Pause for Musical Entertainment

This is a blast from the 70's. (Click on September below)

Enjoy and have a wonderful Friday.

Peace,
Karen

September

Rant about Doctors and A Music Video

Hi!
I have had the pleasure (NOT) of many different health aliments over the summer. These took me to a few different doctors and I must have had blood drawn more times than I can count then add in a bunch of tests.. ugghhh.. not a fun summer.
Anyway, I think other than some minor things plus my asthma/gerd that I am ok or will be ok soon with some lifestyle/diet changes.

The point of this is that I had to meet with several different doctors and I can say I was really upset by the lack of attention they seem to give. I would say 3 out of 4 barely looked me in the eye when talking to me, what the heck is that? How can they hear what I am saying if they don't even look up from their charts and notes.

I also feel like I am rushed through and I can barely get to say what I need to say, again how can they make a diagnosis without listening to me? They just look at their test results and papers.. Very upsetting to me. I felt like I was not even a person, I was just a name on a chart.

I have to learn to be my own advocate and speak up a little more, I don't know why I was afraid to say, "Wait, can you please stop and listen to me for a minute before you rush me out the door!!!" But I was, I felt like it was not my place to question them! Where that comes from I don't know, society maybe?

The kicker is they don't seem to mind making you wait 1/2 hour plus to see them and then they rush you right out the door.. Though I must add I am grateful to have health care, even though I pay for it, at least it is available to me.

UGGHHHHHHHH!!!! Ok, Rant done.. now I will leave you with a happy peppy music video.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d-diB65scQU

Wednesday Wishcasting: What do you wish to learn?

I write this half asleep, I just woke up and was in the process of beating myself up for falling off the diet wagon when I clicked on Jamie Ridler's Wish Prompt. I have been following a really healthy eating plan for about 2 months or more due to a stomach issue I had. Now that I feel better I have been introducing some of those old comfort foods, you know the ones: Dark Chocolate (oh such a good friend of mine) and bacon (such saltly goodness) and snacky foods and such.

I tend to do things full steam, like dieting and learning new things like collaging, I will go out and buy all the books and do all the research and then I burn out and fizzle.

So here are some of the things I wish to learn, for my mind,body and spirit:

1. The Anti-inflammatory/mediterranean diet.
2. That I am human and I may take some steps back but I will continue to move forward.
3. The Artist's way, many have told me it changed their life.
4. How to dream big.
5. How to use my camera.
6. How to use my juicer.
7. How to make great cupcakes.
8. How to do Gabrielle Roth's 5 Rhythms.
6. How to drum. (conga, djembe)
7. Confidence and independence.
8. Different types of poetry writing.
9. American history 101 (I need a refresher course)
10. Knitting
11. Re-learn my Reiki skills, I received certification years ago.

Ok I guess 11 is good for now and if I even learn half of these I will be happy and I think that is what I want to learn most of all, to be happy with where I am in this journey and happy with myself.

May all you wish to learn be yours,

Namaste,
KAren

Creative Promises and Projects

Sarasvati - Goddess of Creativity
Photo: Lunaea Weatherstone Website

I am writing this here for some accountability. I have some projects lined up and courses I have signed up for - I am starting to feel a little overwhelmed by them and they have not even started yet. Is it a case of "my eyes are bigger than my stomach" syndrome? I sure hope not.

I have made a choice to make a small investment in myself to grow my creative side, I can't afford right now to go to school for arts so I will try some of these courses offered online by some great talented people who seem like they really care and are happy to mentor.

1. The Artist Way
2. Mondo Beyondo
3. Susannah Conway - Unravelling Course
4. The Joy Diet - At Jamie Ridler's Studio
5. Continuing Wednesday Wishcraft and Full Moon dream board, also at J.Ridler's.
6. Read Write Poem - for poetry prompts

I think for me the more I add the more likely it is to stick, that is how I was in school also. I am going to try to structure it so I post on certain days for each one so I can keep track of everything here. So wish me luck.

If you read this blog I thank you for all your support and encouragement.

Peace.

Random Household Thoughts

As I clean up the house we are staying in for the weekend, these random thoughts popped in.
First of all I don't really love cleaning, it is a chore, but... I find I really don't mind sweeping with a broom, I actually find it oddly soothing.. hmmm.
Low windows allow for lost of doggie nose prints... ughhhh.

And how to you fold a fitted sheet, drives me crazy every time, I end up putting it in a ball and throwing them into the closet, please if anyone has some hints for this one I would love to hear it.

Actually if you have any helpful hints on how to speed up cleaning or how to clean better I would love to hear them..

September Full Moon Dreamboard

(click on photo for larger view)

So it is full moon dream board time at Jamie Ridler's Studio.
And this full moon is "the corn moon" Full moon in Pisces.

Jamie asked us to keep in our minds this month the thoughts of shining and the begininng of harvest. I have a hard time envisioning myself "shining" so I just chose images/word at random and let the creative process take over. I actually don't know how I feel about it so I did not even glue anything other then the central "Sage Woman Calendar" image down.

So I am sharing with you here and now even though I am not quite so how I feel about it....

A Pause for some Musical Entertainment

Photo: Hippie Shop

I could not resist, this song is a blast from my past, dancing barefoot and fancy free at Giants Stadium. Enjoy


Fade Away - The Dead

Ready Set and GO

Photo from: http://hsnfleaders.wordpress.com/

Ok so I think I am READY to take that leap and start
"The Artist's Way".
I even brought it away with me so I can start it this weekend. I am also working on my Full Moon dreamboard for Jamie Ridler, I can't wait to see how it comes out.

Enjoy your day as we get ready for the Pisces Full Moon. See what Donna Cunningham has to say about the Pisces Moon:

"Pisces Moon: "A spacey, dreamy time, when people are prone to overindulge in alcohol or drugs. Not good for making decisions or clear thinking, but instead for creativity, music, inspiration, and meditation. Emotions and sentiments run high, as well as concern and empathy for others. Wonderful for ocean visits, swimming, dancing, praying, or wallowing in self-pity" Donna Cunningham




KAren

Wishcasting Wednesday:What do you wish to begin

It is Wednesday again, time for wishes at Jamie Ridler's Studio.
It is so weird that yesterday I wrote a poem that ended with "Where Do I begin" and then today I wake to this Wednesday prompt.. or maybe...it is NOT so weird, they say you always hear what you need when you need to.

So I ask myself today what do I wish to begin? I think for now I wish to begin at the beginning!! I often have that monkey mind, the critical chatter, the gerbil on the wheel mentality, so I think I will begin by STOPING and STAYING with what is, instead of always trying to move past it.

I want to also Begin "the ARtist Way" which I just cleaned my closet looking for, and I found it YEA!!! I think I can do the Artist Way and "The Joy Diet" at the same time. Double the fun.

Wishing you all a happy Wednesday.
And Thank you Jamie for all the wonderful Wednesday Wishing Prompts, I am really loving Wednesdays!
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Morning Poem

How do I wake from this dream I am in
How do I do it, how do I win
How do I wake from this dream I am in
How do I do it, how do I stop the turmoil within
How do I wake from this dream I am in
How do I it, how do I feel again
How do I wake from this dream I am in
How do I do it, how do I love my own skin
How do I wake from this dream I am in
How do I do it, how do I begin
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Change is becoming hard to resist.

I find myself drifting, drifting at work, drifting through life. I feel like I am in a state of transition, like i am waiting.

I don't feel as connected to old friends like I used to, I feel myself distancing myself, though I am not in isolation, just growing differently I suppose.
How do you change yet hold on to some things at the same time. Can it happen.

I feel at work I have lost interest in it, I am no longer happy with the status quo though I feel grateful to even have a job in this economy so then I feel horribly guilty, it just sucks.. I think it is that I feel my job has no purpose.. Oh I don;t know. I suppose I am just changing and resisting it as I go.

I woke with words from a dream and a poem on my lips. I share it with you here.
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My Morning Poem

How do I wake from this dream I am in
How do I do it, how do I win
How do I wake from this dream I am in
How do I do it, how do I stop the turmoil within
How I wake from this dream I am in
How do I move, how do I feel again
How do I wake from this dream I am in
How do I do it, how do I love my own skin
How do I wake from this dream I am in
How do I do it, how do I begin
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Enjoy your day.


**The photo is on I took on an evening walk, I love trees!

Karen